Thursday, November 17, 2011
A Point of Perception
I don't want to do this tonight.
So, why am I still here?
Because I said I would be...
...and if I don't, I will have failed...myself.
What the fuck is that!? What is wrong with me? There's something very wrong with that thinking. This blog is something I decided to do for fun. This blog is something I decided to do to keep learning. This blog is something I decided to do to improve myself.
AH! There's the rub.
What if I didn't have anything left to improve? What if I was fine just as I am?
I...uh...sorry your Honor...can't imagine how that could ever be true.
If I just trusted myself, I'd probably fall back into some shitty life and mind sucking job. If I trusted myself, I'd probably be sold into 20th century slavery. If I trusted myself, I probably have no relationships with anyone!
Let's not get carried away, Sam. We're being a bit dramatic.
Your Honor...I'm not being dramatic, and please don't say "we". As the writer of this blog, I am singularly myself.
You're clearly talking to someone else.
Yes, to illustrate a point.
That I don't trust myself.
Right...Most people don't trust themselves a 100% of the time.
Well...yes, I can't see how that's not true.
Of course it's true.
Well, fine. In that case...I don't want to do this anymore.
(::Ceiling Caves In::)
Posted by Sam